When I was going through somethings I took refuge in this blog, and in a notebook. It was my intention to take everything from that notebook and add it to this blog. The title even says that in an indirect way.
Well, I gave up on this blog because I didn't think that I could handle reliving all of those days over again.
The crying, and the breakdowns seem to attack my mind, body, and soul when I look at the notebook.
But I am stronger now and have a lot more stability in my life.
With that being said, my fall break from school is this weekend, and what better way to pass the time than by finishing what I started.
So, whoever is reading this, you are my witness. On this day, the 5Th of October 2010 I vow to input every single entry from that time period in this blog. With no changes, or left out words and sentences. No matter how it will make other people feel about me, I'm going to put it all here.
I'm a little nervous about this, but I have to do it. Release it for me, and me only.